Okay, so my life as of today is going to change. I will do things the way I want to do them and that's it. Not that people can't influence my decision in any way (they can) but for once I will be making the choices and not someone else. So my first choice is that if I want to go do something, then I will go do it. I want to live in Canada in a church...this idea didn't even come from me but something about it appeals to me. Some call it running away, I call it a flicker of hope. Back to the point. Now that I have regained my control everything will be much happier. I think thats the reason why I have always been unhappy. On to another topic.

Someone (I will not mention their name) sent me a note a few days ago saying that they felt like I knew me from a past life. This is not the part that creeps me out...The part that bothers me is the fact that Mai my best friend had someone do the very same thing with her, I believe the girl was from Germany. Anyways, onwards...So this girl left me a message and she sounded really nice. Maybe I have found my twin flame Mai? Then again, maybe not. Maybe it's just another soulmate thing. I dunno what to think about all this. I just find it strange that all of a sudden new people are popping up into my life. I always remember the cards though. One woman who is deceiving and one who is kind, one man who is treacherous, and one to guide. Paranoia will keep you safe until its time. You know what I'm talking about Mai. I'm worried that I will not know the difference between the good and the bad. Hopefully which ever one I pick, the Fates will help guide me.

Also, Romy Noodle is back from traveling the U.S.A. with her Grandparents. Apparently there was a cat that rubbed up against a giant pickle, or something strange and completely random like that. So as I was saying Romy is back and I'm going to visit her today. I can't wait. I had trouble sleeping because I was so excited. Were going to watch CATS and go biking on the Rail Trail. Its going to be loads of fun. I missed the rest of the family too. I'm sure Mom does. She always misses me. Well I think this is the end of my journal since I can't think of anything else to write in it. So Peace and Love people!